Thank you for your comments. I didn't really think it was all that odd, I remember a lot of weird stuff - like things from when I was 3 years old. This time of year was emotional for me when I was with my ex and that's probably what made me think of him maybe a little more than usual. I try not to talk to my husband about him but when I get "thinky" he knows it's something I don't really want to talk to him about and that list isn't very long.