I BNLs,

I'm still manic. None of these drugs work. I can't stay asleep, I'm hyper all day, and I think I'm getting sick from lack of sleep and more vulnerability to disease. Sorry I didn't respond yesterday. I'm so swamped with my parents being in town. Going everywhere with them and seldom at my computer. In fact, I just took my walk, need to take a shower and get over to meet them for breakfast.

I guess you could say I'm okay, but my parents are looking at me all strange and they suspect my meds are changing me instead of me having always been different and the disease advancing due to years of lack of treatment. Feels like I can't win whether I take care of myself or not. They'll be gone tomorrow afternoon. Then I can get back to chatting w/everyone.

Miss you guys.