It seems like I have this middle place, between "this part" and "that part". I usually am only aware of feeling like ONE person. I call myself "I".
But it seems like sometimes when I switch, I have this time in a middle place.
Today I went to T and I remember picking something up off of his desk that I like to hold on to - a little carved animal. Things were kind of far away, and I heard myself saying something like "WE don't want to do this" (therapy)...the next thing I clearly remember is driving in my car on the way home. Although I kind of think I left a phone message for T and saying "we" in the message, although I don't remember what else I said (I always leave him a message after session). I definitely remember feeling like I was "in between" selves - or like I was THIS grown up self and someone else at the same time.
Now I feel like just me again. But I wondered if anyone else has this feeling of being in a middle place sometimes??
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