Hi NF,

Glad you're doing something positive toward getting your life in order. I know we all need to keep fighting for the best life possible.

I'm completely exhausted. I wish I could just sleep and sleep. I'm not depressed. But my speech is slowing down and brain is feeling scrambled, although still frenetic and my body is jittery. Not good. Sleep aids don't work like they should. Don't want to become addicted anyway. Too much stress. Parents here. Not sure what Abilify is meant to do.

You're gonna be alright. And I'll be around too when you get back. If I'm not...I'll be getting sleep in the hospital. So emotional today. Tears to laughter kind of day. Maybe this is mixed. I don't understand this thing yet.

Doin' our best.