Vett,
As much as you don't want to and as much as you probably won't enjoy it, if you can find something else to do, anything really to pass the time it will be easier. Call a long lost friend or go to a movie you want to see or make yourself a really nice dinner and go all out making it special. You deserve it.

If you get REALLY bored you can come visit me and help me finish up this house remodeling stuff. I could use a fresh arm and shoulder :O)
Hang in there, it's gonna be ok.
Big hugs,
Heidu

The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it.
John Ruskin