Where to start....I have an important announcement: I start online college as of 10-26-09. I know its just online colllege, but I'm very proud I even found the motivation. I found a great boyfriend then immediately broke up with him when I found out he was a regustered sex offender and why, He only had to tell me because his PO showed up. Jackass. I've lost 30 lbs since I got out of the hospital. Its coming off slow, but its coming off. I think I'm going to ask my doctor to take me off of Geodon, which makes me so lethargic I can barely live, and put me on Risperdone. Any thoughts? I just need to go back to work sometime soon.
I slept 5 houts of sleep last night, half of which uinterrupted with no drugs, ad I'm proud. This is a breakthrough!
I've been walking on the treadmill in the morning, My disability still had not come through anf pretty doon snd I'm going to cry a lot and it'll make no difference. Oh well, maybe nexy pay period. I can only hope.
I've been writing a lot of poetry. One I already sent off,

PAPER
It started yesterday.
Pages, Ink-startled with life

meticulously scribed.

A rendezvous--
incomplete.
Days past now stagnant
and laced into dusty deja vu.

Yet,
there is a lull;

the sun creeps over the horizon,
then sinks.

Blood runs thick and stale--

I roll over into and out of my breath.
The earth dies in patterns under my body.

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Please critique and edit. Thank you, We're always in a state if motion, us writers,

Thanks for listening.