That's great about college. I start late this month. Still trying to finish my never ending bachelor's. Any night w/out sleep aids where you sleep is definitely awesome. I haven't been able to try I don't do very well even with them and I'm so tired!!.

I've been walking in the AM too. Going to go in half an hour. It's so cold outside! We have a cold front moving in. Supposed to snow in the surrounding mountains and rain here on Sunday.

Sorry about your disability. Is it just late or did they deny you or are they making a decision? Mine is in the decision process. They have 60 days. With all my providers I don't know how they possibly could get it done in time.

Sucks about your new ex boyfriend. I wonder if he was 18 and she was 17. You know even that's considered a crime here! Weird, but true. In the UK, 16 is the age of consent. So two 16 year olds would not be criminalized there. Nor would a 17/16 or 18/16, etc. I was so not interested in sex before my 20s. Haha...guys just annoyed me before then. But still, he should have told you instead of making you guess or be surprised by the PO. But who knows why he's an offender and since he lied, does it matter?

I went off Seroquel for the lethargy. Now I'm on Abilify. Not sure. I guess ask your p-doc about wanting to go back to work and see if he/she will do a meds change.

Your poetry is fabulous. So intuitive. That's how mine is too.

I won't start typing here, but it does inspire me to write my own...again. Been so long since I tried because it was depressing poetry every time for a couple of years. I like your last line the best. Patterns. The earth really is just a series of patterns from the sky.