The t did not call me back yesterday so as of right now I am alone with all of my worries. Maybe she will call today but I doubt it!

Now I'm waiting for my medical records which were supposed to be here Monday. They all are from right before and right after this 4 month black out. Hopefully the records will help me in somewhat figuring out what happened who or why...

They appear to be showing themselves more lately... Maybe it's because finally, after 7 years of being diagnosed with DID I am learning to accept it... Maybe I'm forcing them out with my research and everything, I don't know but they are showing themselves slowly now...