Thank you, Tumnus. It's nice to know that people care.

I should be worried about my weightloss, but I am not. Afterall, I used to be 11 and a half stone! :EEK!: I am proud of having lost a stone, but I know I need to go down further. I can't stand being over 9st.

Thank you for having faith in me and keeping track of my progress and letting me know how I am doing. It helps me to grow even more with each step I take and make the steps bigger.

Connor has now gone back home and I am worried. Terribly worried. I have not used sh in 2 months and 12 days today... But I am worried that the demon will come back worse than it has been while he's been here, which I've been able to hide... Now I'm scared I won't be able to control it like when he was here anymore.. I don't want the demon to come back, I don't want to lose those 2 months and 12 days, it's such a long time for me.. I just dont't know how to cope alone in the place I was trapped in a fire

The council messed up my forms again, so I had to spend an hour today filling out a whole booklet, shaking because I was absolutely fuming. So hopefully it will be sorted properly by Monday and I'll have the letter. They said they'd sent me the form that I needed to fill in, in the post, but tehre was a postal strike today DUHHHH! So I was given the form by my key support worker and he's taken it in today.

I can't stand all this s--t!!! My boiler... After reading the maual (hahahahaaaaa!!!!) I have now figured out what is wrong with it so can tell the service engineer what is wrong with it and they'll be able to fix it more quickly, oh aren't I clever?!?! PFFFT.

Gahaahhhhhh! I feel so awful already!