About a week ago, I had two new littles come forward. Their names are Trent and Trae. Trae is 4 and Trent is 9. Like always, when the littles under the age of five, in our system, they come outwith their protector who takes care of them inside. I can't seem to think of a better word right now for it, sorry guys. My thoughts are so jumbled right now.

Back on track, they have been around for quite some time now but just hiding in the shadows. I am so glad they came out and introduce themselves. At the same time I'm worried though. I don't think I can deal with learning new stuff right now, especailly with school starting up; already had my first day. I'm going to say though that they are very nice and very polite but Trae is very shy. Trent is trying to tell me his story already and it's scaring me. I don't think I'm ready for this, not right now. I know what triggered them though, I was reading a story in the medical text book about a young girl and I got scared. Next thing I know there was a page written in the journal that I set aside for everyone to write their hearts out if they want too. Also serves as a log, so I can catch up on what I missed. I don't know how to politely tell Trent I'm not ready yet, but if he wants to I won't hold him back from telling me. Anyone have any ideas? I'm at a loss of ideas right now while not hurting his feelings. Normally though I don't get triggered from what I read but I was thinking too that I'm so much easier to shove out of the way since I'm stressed.

I just needed someplace to post my thoughs for a second. Thanks guys for always being here for me! Hugs to all who want them