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My T is telling me that i need to cry so that I can decrease the intensity of feelings inside, but I am not able to cry. I haven't been able to for several months. I wonder if the medication Abilify is keeping me from feeling the range of feelings. Has anyone ever had the experience that one of their medications is keeping them from feeling?
The intense feelings inside me that need to be decreased are all about fear and depression. I know there is a range of feelings that I should be feeling when working on memories and other stuff but all I feel (and with greatest intensity) are fear and depression. I know there is more feelings out there. I have been able to feel them in the past when working with other Ts and other memories and emotions. So why haven't I been able to feel the range of feelings? Why can't I cry?
Thanks for listen to my rant.....
POOH
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