So I have found a pdoc. I have found a tdoc. The pdoc has listened both times on needing added meds. So I am on lamictal ativan and just today welbutrin. The tdoc was really nice for the first session. She talked to th pdoc about adding the ad for me. I know I'm no where near being at my best and at a stable point but I feel like I've made a good start. Things are in place. The ball is rolling. I'm on a new path toward wellbeing. At least I hope. I'm feeling numb right now. The depression has been abot 2 wks that's usually about the switch over so I don't know if this ad is even necessary if I'm just gonna flip to manic. But I'll take it anyway and see what happens. Just see.