Erica,

Whats happening? It is hard to chat sometimes as we are all in different time zones.......

Are you in danger? has something happened? If it is urgent, you need to see your doctor, call a friend or parent(do not be on your own) or short of that, go to your nearest hospital......

If not, we are here......so post what you need to talk about and we shall get back to you at some stage........plenty of people here with experience in BPD.......you are not alone......

Take good care......

Michah