I went to my nurse practitioner last night and told her what I have been going through (no sleep, racing thoughts, not being able to get my thoughts out of my mouth fast enough causing me to interrupt everyone, etc) and she said, "and you never thought that you might be manic?" and I said, "well....no." because I just didn't. My husband said, "Oh...duh! I didn't think of it either! How could I not notice it?"

So, now I am in a new Sales job (normally, I HATE sales) because I feel like I can do anything and everything better than everyone. I give presentations in my training (I usually get too anxious which makes me sick) and I even confronted someone above me!!!!!

How can I not recognize it when it is so obvious? Well, it isn't as obvious to me as it "should" be to those around me it seems.

I know.....next is the fall, but I hate not knowing when!