Oh, I know I'm manic. I'm depressed like 98% of the time, so I know when the flip has switched. Didn't use to know it, like when I was extroverted in NY, but now I see it. It's been going on for 5 weeks now, and today is the most extreme of all.

Just look at my posting tonight! That's how I am with everyone and everything today. I jumped on the car while it was parked and rocked it up and down, danced all around and generally didn't give a crap how I looked all day because I was having so much fun. And I love calling people in this state. I have a phone phobia usually. I'm not drunk, but it feels like that in the sense of being uninhibited. All this to say, I TOTALLY RELATE.



Do we really have to fall? Seems like this will never end with the racing thoughts, forced speech, hyperactivity, extreme energy, insomnia, etc. I'm just so happy. I don't want to worry about the future.