hi there. it's good to meet you. i'd like to say that you're very brave. you have a very important job it seems to me. i do have to say as well, that a job of such magnitude would require massive emotional and physical strength and, because of that, the body needs to be properly nourished. i would say that's probably why you're having such a hard time with your job right now.

you are very intelligent. i can tell. you must get creative to find a healthy way to deal with the "get rid of this feeling in my stomache and the choking in my throat" feeling. there are certain healthy foods that can help that. however, for your most important job, the body needs nourishment, for you continue to do well.

also, you can do some "relaxation", and imagine the stomach and throat relaxed and calm. it sounds stupid i know, but it works. you should have your person talk to t about that, and she can tell you what you can do. until then tho, try to manage...your job is too important . you have to remain on top of things. you need nourishment to do so.

i hope this helps.

kd