Broke down in tears again this afternoon when i discovered that two of the "friends" had unsubscribed from my videos and defriended me on You Tube. I loved their videos, they were so brilliantly done. How low can one get eh? So i texted an angry message to one of the people in question as after all i had her stay at my house. So you can see why i was upset. I feel used abused and emotionally raped by these people. I will get over this. It is just going to take some time.