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Old Sep 05, 2009, 07:00 PM
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Originally Posted by Berries View Post
Does anyone with severe germ phobia have any experience with a crisis stay (for depression/suicide) at a mental ward?

I don't want to die. So, if I lost control I'd want the hospital. I'm getting close but what I need more than anything is a med overhaul for my bipolar and OCD.

But if I was in hospital i couldn't take thier pills.

I also couldn't eat thier food or use the bathroom.

Has anyone gone through something similar?
Yes. But it was'nt me in the hospital. It was my husband there last week. He was in there for 3 days, and I had to force my self to use the bathroom. That and it did'nt help that right beside the sink was the needle bin full of needles and they were'nt just my husband's but the guy next to him. OMG I hated it. That and I ket thinking about all the sick peoples air I was taking into my lungs. And I walked in the room and his neighbor was dressing his leg (well he did'nt have a leg but he was dressing the knee i guess) and his genitals were hangnig outewwwwww
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Thanks for this!
Berries, Lost71