I finally realized that Rex isn't the man I am going to marry (FYI he is my best friend that I thought I was madly in love with..turns out it was just a huge crush).

I found this out by being mindful of the relationship and realizing that he is going to be a bachelor forever and nothing is going to change that. Yes I will remain his friend he is after all my best friend. I will just begin to look outside the relationship for other needs that should arise.

The main thing that made me realize that he isn't the man for me is when I start to talk about something serious he either changes the subject or tunes me out. This could be all men I don't have that much experience to know. Also I had this dream the other night that I was at his wedding but I was a bridesmaid not the bride and I seemed content with that. There are just little things that come up that make me realize that he isn't the one for me.

Jan