Well I had people with me the whole day. Which was good because the night before I did some awful things to myself and had a sob fest.I don't think I cld have made it through the day if someone wasn't here. Today I'm supposed to go pick up my son I'm going to have to wear long sleeves so my parent don't see what I've done. I feel horrible in more ways than one. I do enjoy going back out to the farm so peaceful out there. One more day to make it through but I think this one is a ltl more doable