Thanks ! I decided that whilst yes i do have depression i am not going to allow my so called friends drag me down to such a low level that i considered no longer wanting to be around. They are not worth it. So whilst i was very very hurt by them i will not let them win. So i have decided to fight this blasted thing. Watching some of my favourite DVD's help And i treated myself to a nice lunch. First thing i've had to eat since Friday night. I can beat this thing. Just a matter of time.... The holiday to London will help

Thanks once again for your support.