OK, good (well so to speak)! I am glad I am not the only one. I feels better knowing that there are so many others that go through similar things. Maybe I need to be more aware of what I am feeling during the day or do a chart (I hate charts) to have a better idea if I am manic or not.

Thinker22, I don't think we have to fall, but it seems inevitable. It happens every time.

I love feeling manic, even though it bugs those around me. I just don't care! I love feeling good and I don't want it to stop.

Now my nurse practitioner wants to raise the dosage on my Lamictal because she wants to further stabilize my mood, but I don't wanna! I know I "should"......

Today....I cleaned the house...dusting and all! I couldn't stop. Maybe I should just call her and let her know I'm not preggo (that was what she was waiting to find out before upping it.)....

Reading back on this it's all over the place, but I don't want to fix it, so I hope you can all read it!