Thanks everyone for all your support. I did go and see her today and she said she didn't know who I was. She tried sounding interested about me graduating in May but she kept staring off into space. She looked really miserable but it was good to be able to hug her and tell her I love her, even if she doesn't know it's me. I had my crying session afterwards but feel much better now. At least she seemed happy that someone wanted to see her. I'm just glad I got to say I love you. Her health has been so back and forth over the last few years I am always afraid she will pass without me getting to say it to her so I'm glad I at least got to see her.

Thanks again to everyone. Feels really good knowing that you all are here for me.