((((((Tmac))))) I am sorry you had such a stressful summer. It sounds awful that your former Ts did not discuss with you there concerns before they 302ed you. I can see why you would feel uncomfortable opening up to your new T and Pdoc. I would discuss with them your worries about what they may do if you tell them what is going on. If you tell them what happened in the past then they may be more sensitive to making sure that you are involved with decision making in your treatment. I hope you talk to them even if it is hard.