Soooo... against probably better judgement based on past history..

My ex mikey and i had a long(think 11 hours with alot of me grilling hehe) talk...and decided to take things slow/keep it to ourselves right now..as our families are both complete drama..and neither of us need that..

anyways we got back together..and I have to say, hes really pulling his weight. Hes making sure to do everything he can to prove himself. Its amazing. Im still reserving parts of myself to see whats going to happen..I DO love him, to peices, but im witholding that for now..to be honest I couldnt be MORE in love with him or i think id burst. But i have a need for him to prove himself before i let him hear that..

But last night he told me he loves me, always has, and is in love with me, and will be no matter what happens..as his life is..well complicated still..

anyways.. we have been having looooooooong talks. I think hes really trying to pull away from his old life.. which is good and is what caused most of the problems we had..just drama from other people mostly.

Anyways, its been a little bright spot for me and its nice.

It probably doesnt help that hes AMAZINGLY good looking and well built