Thank you! What hurt me late last night was that my so called friend pretended not really to be aware that i woould be doing a charity walk when she knew damn well it was me and that she pushed me away from it. It was so decitful !!! She just said I beleive another fan will be doing her own walk. The lying toe rag !! GRRRRRR!

But i am not going to let them get to me. I will overcome this. I have to. I actually think my so called friends have bigger problems and will suffer in the long term. Let them lie as much as they want ! But hey i am not gonna focus on that. I am gonna concentrate on getting me better !