{hugs if hugs are okay} I understand your confusion. I feel similar with my own experience since DD is so new to me. I dunno what I don't remember but there's times when I'm thinking back on my day of what I did and I sometimes don't remember if I went to work or not. Then the next time I go I look at my time card and see yep I went to work. I think I'm pretty co-conscious but now I dunno. I'm afraid of what I might be doing when I'm not aware, or is this even the "real" me? I hope the "real" me is a likable person. I don't know who it is though.