i wish i knew how to beat this depression.....just when it seems like ive buried it..it sneaks up on me...my life has been in such turmoil for so long ..i feel like im sinking right back into the same ole rutt...i have so much to deal with..the loss of my job ,the changes in my life...and now my grandfaher is dying....i feel myslef slipping back into the pattern of withdrawing....the over whelming sadness..the inability to be motivated to even get out of bed....just when the meds seem like they are working....they dont...i need to find strength somewhere ...somehow.......