Just wanted to let you know you were heard and that I care.
I spent decades believing I wasn't good enough, that I was damaged beyond repair and unlovable. I was a functional depressive all my adult life. What I have finally discovered is that everything I believed about myself was a lie. None of it was true. Oh, I truly felt it was true and I could use examples in my life as proof I was right, but in my search for the truth I found out I was wrong. So much of my misery came from what I believed.
Also discovered that what I thought about other people and God was a huge bunch of lies too!
I hope you are on a journey to discover the truth about yourself and won't settle for the things you figured out when you were too young to have wisdom about any of it. It's taken me over 20 years but it was well worth the effort.
A better, happier life is possible not a fantasy.
a hug if you want it,
Judy
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However confused the scene of our life appears, however torn we may be who now do face that scene, it can be faced, and we can go on to be whole.
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