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Old Sep 07, 2009, 03:40 PM
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Originally Posted by Josie Sullivan View Post
Thank you! What hurt me late last night was that my so called friend pretended not really to be aware that i woould be doing a charity walk when she knew damn well it was me and that she pushed me away from it. It was so decitful !!! She just said I beleive another fan will be doing her own walk. The lying toe rag !! GRRRRRR!

But i am not going to let them get to me. I will overcome this. I have to. I actually think my so called friends have bigger problems and will suffer in the long term. Let them lie as much as they want ! But hey i am not gonna focus on that. I am gonna concentrate on getting me better !
I want to say something here that you might not be looking for but it is me.

In my case with depression I feel that everyone is out to get me. Every word I hear, every movement that I see, every time the phone rings, every time there is a knock on my door, every time I see someone looking at me, most e-mail I get. I feel that someone is out to get me. This includes everyone IRL. Not sure why but I see it in myself. It is that I am paranoid of everything and everyone. And depression makes me see and hear what it wants me to see and hear not what is said or done. Just a thought. Hugs for your day.
Thanks for this!
ADHD1956, Josie Sullivan, Lost71, lynn09