((((((((((( sherry )))))))))))))
I'm so sorry to hear you struggling ... You've been on my mind (which you alway are I hope you know)...I hope that you started going back to your therapist since you started to slip.
Have you gone to your pdoc?
I'm sorry to hear about your grandfather as well. With so many changes ...remember it's bound to effect you.
Maybe give yourself some time to adjust to all of what is going on ..and not be so hard on yourself... I miss you
I'm going away, but pm me... I might bring the computer with me if I can...so I'll check in.
Take care you!
Eva