Thank you Calista I'm hoping that if I do get an official label of DID or DDNOS that it'll help me get past the denial. Some days I think DID fits me perfectly. Some days it doesn't sound like me at all. Same with DDNOS. I just wish that my T could see me here where it seems that it's really obvious when I've switched to a younger personality. Then maybe she'll be able to help me heal whatever trauma they're holding. Everything seems so magnified these past couple weeks since my T agreed that I have a DD of some sort though it's a mystery yet to what it is. Maybe someday my littles will feel safe and let her meet them. Only time will tell.