Thanks Kris I feel though like everything's moving so fast. But not fast enough at the same time. I want to know everything about me all at once. I know that won't happen. I know that's probably why I've started hearing voices and having panic attacks when before I didn't have either. Only voice in this head used to be my own or what I perceived as my own, except when chewing gum for some reason lol. But at least that's my view in this state, whatever this state is lol. Thanks for your kind words and support.