Hello all, I am trying to google a disorder I may have. It involves having thoughts all of a sudden where something really bad happens. These "visions" come out of the blue, usually when I'm having nice thoughts about someone or thing. Then all of a sudden it goes bad. EG. I am thinking of say a table, and Audrey Hepburn and then I have a sudden thought of Audrey Hepburn falling off a table and breaking her neck. Then I flinch hard. If I'm alone at home, I may even put my head in hands and say a word over and over again, like ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok or mafiso. . . mafisoooooo maaaaa maaaa mafiso. Yup, that's a nonsense word, it doesn't mean anything, it just logorrhea.

Help me please.