I have been having a really rough week with anxiety obsessve thoughts, etc.. Well I told myself before I went to sleep today, I was going to have a good day whether I liked it or not. Because last night I yelled at my 7 year old and made him cry. So I spent the rest of the night cuddling with him in bed and watching T.V.. I just got fed up with myself being a b**** to everyone. So I got up. I am having dizzyness as usual but I get my kid off to school my husbadn left to go to work. So I laid in bed for a while watching the today show and I fall asleep. I wake up an hour later and my husband is home. Already I knew today would be a bad day again. He got fired. The lady actually told him "Well you shot yourself in the foot by being in the hospital" If I had been there I would have smacked her silly. My husband called once and i called them twice to let them know he was in there. And they fire him anyway. We went through the proper things so he would'nt get fired and he gets fired anyway. What b.s.!! I'm so pissed off. I wish I could work. I want to work. But I stay in such a wierd mood that I have to force myself to get out of bed and take care of my son and myself. Ho would I hold down a job? My head constantly spins. Sometmes I have the feeling of not being real. It's just so much crap