My mind is a mess its fuzzy and I'm hating everything I want to shave my head I hate my hair I hate my clothes I hate the nice guy I've been seeing. I hate the guy I wanted to have aske me out. I hate myself for being shallow. I feel sick to my stomach. Disgust is what that is about. I'm not happy I want to be up I'm dissapointed that I don't get what I want and I'm mean so mean and shallow and I'm angry and I have low energy I want to get thinner I want to run away maybe never come back just so I don't have to deal with all of these emotions that are attatched to a location and ppl. Ooh I don't know I don't care I just want something I don't even know what I want.