So I e-mailed the school psychologist this past weekend and he got it so today we talked for a period. I feel a little bit better and the things he's said have really stuck with me....
for example
sometimes you have to pull the rubber band back to see the larger picture but that's not comfortable so it goes back to normal and back to habit
I think that is so true because i always go back to what i'm use to because i'm not comfortable being in new situations.
i've been also thinking a lot about something else he said
he said i'm giving my mom the control she wants by getting mad and that's giving into it and i think thats true.....if i want control over my life i need to be more mature and not blow up at anyone well at least try not to.
then he told me that he won't tell anyone else because no one else needs to know unless i am harming myself or others or put others in danger...
but what i'm really wondering if he would tell my parents if i told him about past suicidal things...would he still tell my parents since its not now???
Im not sure i would asume he would but who knows....
well i just thought i would share......