Sorry I'm not sure what's going on how I'm feeling and why my brain is going up and down like it is. At work all day I was miserable and teary and now I'm calm and energetic. I haven't been on ad very long 4 days. Lamictal just went up to 50 I'm not sure what is going to happen and sorry for all the spouting I've been doing in all the other posts I've made. I'm just not sure where I am. Sorry