and Thank you so much for the input! Yes, you are so correct, most people like the way I am right now...aside from the annoying things I do!

I think part of the problem is that no one EVER taught me what to look for or even what Bipolar even really meant, I had to learn by reading the Internet. Soooo, I don't notice the things that is obvious to everyone else. I am trying to teach myself....frustrating, but still trying.