Hi guys,

My mania/hypomania whatever this is, goes on and on. Waking at 3-4 something lately. Sleeping about 5 hours. Drowsy at times but generally heart and mind racing, hyper energy, silly mood, fast speech, etc.

P-doc has upped my doses but still no luck on getting under control. Do I just enjoy the ride so long as I'm not a danger to myself? I'm not driving long distances or anything, but i know my eyes and reaction time are not doing well with lack of sleep.

Should I continue to talk to the p-doc about changing my meds or just go with it? I sure as hell don't want to go to the hospital, but I'm worried either way I'll have to. I just feel so weird. My appt w/p-doc is next week and appt w/t-doc is tomorrow afternoon. They both say I will crash eventually. So what's the solution already guys?! - that's what I want to ask them.