. . .to get the same kind of support as others here when we are hurting so bad yet we get the feeling we don't deserve it here or people don't care (besides a few) our posts seem to just sit and we are screaming for support. well I guess we'll give up soon because it's really embarrassing to have our posts just die away. maybe people want us to do the same. if we sound mad we are because we are on the verge of dissapearring completely.