Googley...
(((Googley))) first off and yes, you have every right to be angry! If the costs of food is high then maybe you could possibly apply for (food stamps) and I get them because I too can't eat but certain foods and those foods cost more because they are less bought. And stores hike up the prices because it's considered special.
As far as sucking it up be proud your able to post and ask for help or opinions and hey where there's a will their is always a way. Finding it sometimes is the hard part but worth it in the end!
Yes I do realize this isn't full of information but it is FULL OF SUPPORT FOR Y-O-U!!!!

ThaCrew