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Of course you can always post the same thing over and over again, though I think this is a bit different than your 'overwhelmed' post.
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I just feel nervous, and I don't know why.
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That sounds like a good starting point to me.
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I don't want him to sit on the couch with me - when I picture him being that close, I feel smothered..so I'm going to ask him to sit in his chair. And then I kind of wonder...what's that all about?
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Also a really good topic to discuss with T.
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I have a lot of grief from all of my realizations about love this weekend.
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It sounds like this is at the core of everything else. If this is what you want to focus on, then I think it will all tie into feeling connected to T somehow. At least that's what I experienced yesterday - I started talking about being afraid that T would go away if I opened up, and I ended up talking about some very deep fears and feelings, and it all related back to why I was afraid of losing T - really amazing stuff!
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I don't WANT to push love away, but it's like I can't stop myself.
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I totally get that.
Please be gentle with yourself, and know that your T will ALWAYS be there for you, no matter how fast or slow you're going, no matter if you're wanting him next to you or sitting across from you. That's a great feeling, to know that T will be there!
Take comfort in that, and don't put too much pressure on yourself.
I hope you have a great session!