Yes....I accept that jealousy has ruined my relationship, but I accept that I don't want this guy in my life....He's a waste of time....As time is passing, I'm healing....I think loneliness is more of pressure on me than not having him in my life....

I was hoping by posting this thread, I get some advise from you guys....

Everybody is telling me to move on....well...I don't have choice rather than moving on....and I'm half way there....but my question to you, my friend, is that how to understand and learn here from my mistakes....I don't want to get into another relationship and being sad like this....

I need more specification what to do.....I need "HOPE"...

I want to learn how to get rid of my jealousy....I do meditate on it, but still I'm jealous when I see him with somebody else....I want to work on this part....I need your help to tell me what you are doing to achieve not being jealous....what one can do to not be jealous in a relationship? I have to point out that I'm not a jealous person in general....I just have problem when it gets to a romantic relationship....How can I act more cool when I really like the guy? how? I need to know....I think when I like somebody, I'm so afraid of losing him that I help more to lose him and get hurt! How do I avoid all these? please help me.....

thanks
Marjan