I read so many posts on here then I sit and stare at the responses trying to think of something insightful or helpful to add. Usually I come to the conclusion I have nothing to offer that someone hasn't already said better than I so I don't post anything.

Today I thought, what would I want if I posted? The answer is just validation, just kind words. So dreamland, I care, I feel lonely and scared lots and I try to be brave. I tried very hard to be brave - we all did. I think I am needy too but as I go through the healing process with my t and my 12 step sponsor I am feeling a little less needy more often. Today I am exactly as needy as I am supposed to be. I hope this helps.