I'm sorry too, and I'm really not upset with you at all. I feel like a total jerk and that I, too spoke out of anger and hurt in my original post. I have found wonderful support here and i feel so selfish right now and ashamed of myself. I think that since we have been feeling a lot of self-loathing lately, it is easy to think that everyone else feels the same way.
struggling through with you and caring as well.
-dream