I have a session with T on Friday, and I've started writing down some things I need to discuss with her, thanks to the motivation and push from you all.

I've written that I've been holding back a lot lately, and that I have been suppressing a lot of things in session. I wrote basically what I've said here about how just being there makes me feel 6874531 times better, and I don't want to lose that. I also jotted down a few other issues I need to bring to her attention.

So i guess I just need some support and hugs. If you've read any of my recent posts, you most likely know that this is something I've been struggling with, and I'm bringing it all up to T Friday.