((((((((((((((angel)))))))))))))))

I think we know when it's time to just let ourselves feel the comfort of being with T, and when it's time to push ourselves a little bit. It sounds like you are ready to push yourself a little bit. I know that when I get that feeling, it's not that I WANT to, it's that I NEED to. I WANT to just hang out with T and be happy But if things keep pushing at me outside of session, I know I NEED to deal with them with T.

It's hard, but I've never really regretted working on the deeper stuff when I've finally got myself to do it. It is such a good feeling to heal...better, in the end, than session after session of just feeling good with T. Although without those sessions of feeling good with T, I don't think I would be brave enough to do the deeper healing work. They go together.

Lots of to you!