((((((Splitimage))))) I have to say that I can relate in a lot of ways. I had been in rehab a while ago twice. Once for a 2 1/2 months and the next time for 3 1/2 months. Each time I left I felt like a raw nerve not ready for the real world. Being on the "outside" felt really strange and way too dangerous.

Are you doing any after care? I know it seems scary now and Im sure your t knows what to do and how to keep you from leaving in such and "opened" state. Even tho you want to run and are scared, after the intensity of rehab is a really good time to do that kind of work (imo) b/c you are sort of already closer to feelings.

And if it would make you feel any better, I left both times wanting to act out as well....keep connected and do whatever it is they told you to do afterwards.

Love, hugs and peacefulness to you