I made it outside. I was outside most of today and wore a skirt for the first time in years... I felt very self conscious and anxious, but I made it outside with a friend and stayed outside for quite a while.

I haven't yet had the lump checked, but I can't go to my dr today or tomorrow, so it'll have to wait until Monday I guess. It hurts so much. I can't do anything with the right side of my mouth. Even talking hurts

Blah.